Haven't been able to control my anger lately, I hate when this happens because well, I'll throw the tantrum to my parents. Honestly, I hate being rude to them but fuck the mood-swings. My body still hurts, aching.. My day at school was, one of the best days ever. Ever since school started, we haven't been really studying and when the teacher told us we have to hand in the first labsheet for PPP(paperwork)by this Friday(!!), I freaked out. Getting myself so confused with all the information my teacher explained. Like as if asking my classmates would help, I even get a "idiot" when I asked one of them to explain to me online :( no offence haha. You know who you are. Nah, nothing new about my classmates, haha. That's when I felt the sense of emergency!! It's 2nd year, and last 6 months of school. Which means, I have to do well for all modules and pass in order to get good results. Poly? Out of my list, I guess.. Education is so, so irritating. Theories are killing me, practical? Haha, worst.. Burying me alive!! Ok exagerrating,sorry. And well, that's when I wonder, what will happen after the end of school. I never wanna be uhm, doing nothing? Work at 19, is kinda weird. Cuz, some of my friends are working so hard to get..... Shall skip that. Let's cut the crap -inside joke- heh heh, I'm not ready for next Thurs, didn't touch the book to study.. I'm so tired of studying, so suck-ish.

P.S sorry for the bad grammar whatever eff la horh. Lazy la, k shutup B's. Haha.