
I bet you, this post is quite mushy, so do not read from here onwards if you're not into it, please. Anyways, perhaps you'll wonder why I said that, cuz I'm gonna whine bout my past and how I miss those days and every minute I had with some people. Why? Because I treasure them, and their friendship, they've been true.. I miss a whole bunch of them, trust me. Oh, today all of a sudden I felt like talking to my cousin which I used to be close with when we were small and got apart because my uncle divorced with his wife, from there everything just went down the drain. Caught up with things, and got to chat with his mum for a few seconds etc. All of a sudden, I wish I was still small and wished we were all still so close to each other, now if I were to go out and see them outside I don't think I can recognise my own cousin:( Other than that, the main reason, I really missed my primary school friends and secondary school friends and a bunch of habbo-ians. Now, I feel like crying already lah horh. Having to grow with them for a few years, and school ended everyone got seperated. Well, I still remember Shahida and myself wanted to make sure we went into the same school and decided to enter Northland Sec, we got very happy when we both got into the same school. But the sad part was, from sec one to sec four, we were never in the same class and that made us grew apart day by day.. Of course, I felt guilty until today for not being a good bestfriend to her. But I'm thankful we're still in touch and I hope she gets into the poly she wants right now, heh. And yeah, during primary six, I was close to Shahida and Syafiqa, they've been good companion I miss the both of them truck loads, I swear. Tasha Nadia Yap, Jamilah, Maisarah were another handful which I knew since I was in hm? nursery or kindegarden(whatever you spell it) if I'm not mistaken. Despite being super close, we got seperated after that, quite saddening but oh well. I hope all of them are doing real great right now. Yes, yes I know. Everything is a mess now, ha. But overall, I'm greatful with what I have now. I may not have lots of friends like others, but thank God for these beautiful souls. Aw, so sweet of me right? Liyana, have always been there for me to make me feel good in my own skin and never fail to cheer me up, thanks! Jamie, John, Ai Ling, classmates made school days worth it. Eventhough there were a few misunderstandings we all got through it.. Ifah, Sri the ones that I was close with in secondary school and still counting too are missed! Habbo-ians, too many to mention but you know who you are that people like, Seri, Khir, Shikin, Ella, Su, Niss, Aizat, Fir, Rif, Hira, Ariani and the list keeps going on I just can't remember on shot, I appreciate each and every of youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu sangat-sangat. Ew, like want to cry you know? HAHAHA. Mas included eh*winks* haha, well, everyone la, thanks eh for being my friend. Ok random still heh! And to Nrl, my cousin, thanks for being a silly girl who never fails to make me laugh every few second. Loves!