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monday blues.
Sunday, October 19, 2008 10:42 PM

Life is a mystery, everyone must stand alone.
I ditched school, eventhough I promised to myself when school reopens, I will have to attend to school everday because my attedance is horrible. I'll get debarred real soon, and my parents are going to kill me. Someone, please write on how to a fight the lazy feeling, it is really irritating. No wonder, fats love to grow on me. Go figure. I thought of going out and watch a movie, but this month all the movies are totally boring. Not even one attracted my attention, how cool? Since, there aren't any movies to watch, I thought of going out with someone, just someone to get my ass far from home because I wanted it to look like I went to school, but actually the opposite. Thinking about it, suddenly makes me lazy. Plus, I have to get the house clean because at night we'll have visitors. Boring, boring, boring.. I left my friendster account dead, and I might leave my blog dead soon too. Despite, doing so much things day after day, I don't know why I just don't have anything to elaborate about. Even if I do, it'll end up as a boring post. Might as well, just shut up right? Oh, note to you all, sorry if I don't pick up your calls. I don't like to pick up calls nowadays, I'm not arrogant, but I just don't like to? And most of the time, I lost my phone and I can't find it. That's why for not answering most of the time, sorry uh. And not lying horh! I'll try to change my lifestyle, so I'll pick up your calls alright. Anything, just message. Thanks, and sorry. Shittoz, I'm not being anti-social too, it's just that I rather keep my mouth shut. I'm not going to be as loud as I used to anymore, I think? Hahaha, let's see how it turns out.

"Well, about that.. See, I found out that..when I was doing something dangerous or stupid..I could remember you more clearly" I confessed, feeling completely mental. "I could remember how your voice sounded when you were angry. I could hear it, like you were standing right there next to me. Mostly I tried not to think about you, but this didn't hurt so much-it was like you were protecting me again. Like you didn't want me to be hurt." And, well, I wonder if the reason could hear you so clearly was because, underneath if all, I always knew that you hadn't stop loving me." Again, as I spoke, the words brought with them a sense of conviction. Of rightness. Some deep place inside me recognized truth. His words came out hald-strangled. "You...were...risking your life...to hear-"
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