The Bottom Line
Uncertainty will only encourage you to be moody, today, so nail down plans early.

In Detail
If there is any uncertainty to your plans today, it will only encourage you to be nervous or moody -- whether you consciously realize it or not. You really need a firm roadmap, today, in order to feel comfortable moving forward. So use your morning to nail things down. Return those phone calls and emails and make sure everyone is on board with the plans. You can get the stability you need in no time, and enjoy feeling more confident throughout the rest of the day.

Firstly, happy advanced 43rd birthday singapore, and happy national day to everyone. It's pretty irritating walking on the streets, when I was on my way back home. Almost everywhere I turn, I see people wearing either red or white tee/pants. What a day, phew! Basically, nowadays I'm very fickle minded, like very. I kept changing these and that, but I'm still feeling unsatisfied with it, wthell. Or I'm just a person who gets bored with something, real fast. I have religious class at night, and Mum asked me to go on my own. The word lazy straight away strikes my mind, as fast as the speed of lightning. But, on the other hand, I want to hear stories from the Uztad, he can really cheer me up. He's one funny fella! So the question, should I go, or should I skip is lingering in my bloody head. School was alright, with the accompany of my friends. It was so boring when I had to finish up my jobsheet 2. Editting, inserting this and that, such hardwork. And next on the list, is jobsheet 3, which we're suppose to do a 30sec trailer about sea creatures, I'm gonna fail this badly, really. I rahter do maths sums than having to do that, grins. Oh, and today's my silly day. Why? Because while I, Shikin, wanted to insert a song in the clip I did, I was figuring out which headphone was working. I seriously thought, I clicked play. When all of a sudden, Ai Ling was saying "You didn't press play, how to heard the sound coming out from the headphone." Like no wonder, I couldn't hear a thing during that period, thanks Ai Ling for not telling me earlier. Haha, and just for you to know, if you don't get what it's about, go figure. I admit, I horribly suck at explaining something. Did I tell you, these few days, I'm so fucking lazy to get my ass to school? I'm slacking like nobody business, I'm trying to buck up, but it's hard. This is what happens, when school starts at 8am everyday(excluding Thursday) and ends class at 5.30pm-slash-5pm. But most of the time, I learn zilch, and that's not cool. Why is education so important siak, uhhhhh lo! Plus, I'd like to be honest, have you ever come across someone who doesn't have dreams? Oh, now you just did. Sometimes, people kept asking, what's your ambition, what you wanna be when you grow up, what are going to do after school, what's your dream job, what oh what oh what? That, pissed me off. Why? Because, sadly, I simply have not think about it. It's like, I don't want to dream, because I'm unsure whether I can fufill it or not, insert big sighs. I know, I know, we must work hard to acheive it, and god willing we will get what we want. But I don't want to dissapoint myself, oh yes! I'mma loser. It's just that, I don't believe in myself, just look at myself now. I'm such a terrible person/child/student whatever it is, I'm just not going anywhere with this path. I know, I'm trying hard to change, but it's a bad habit, it takes a looonnnggg time, but till when? Gyeah, I'm getting older every year, maybe I should really think about my future life, gosh. Oh, Seri and Aizat asked me to write about them, hahaha.

Seri, kau gila. Aizat, kau sebok. I'm done, hehehe. Cheers!

PS. David Sides is so good in piano, I feel in love with the way he delivers it, aww♥.