missed and sorry.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 10:41 PM
I don't know if there's any reader earlier, who dropped by my dusty blog to read my previous post today, yes, I deleted it. Including my previous, I sound like a grandmother, bragging things. "kinz, oh kinz bby.I read your post and you seems so stress up. Cheer up ok bby? Be happy always, don't take things so seriously and I just want to see your pretty smile on your face. :). -hugs-. Am I too much? o.oTakecare alright bby? Hope things get better soon, imy." taken from Shikin bbygirl's blog. Aww, that's so sweet of you, I love you to bits. I'm thankful I've found you, and I hope this friendship will last, and let's meet soon, when we're both free aye, hehehe. Muacks, thanks baby. I'm not lesbian, this is a way to show that I appreciate them, I love them all, hehehe. Oh, did my post sound stressful? Haha, okay I'm quite slow. Sorry.. Today school was rather frustrating, tiring and sort of fun. Had NLE in the morning, and P.E. in the afternoon. NLE was really stressing and frustrating, we had to do a advertisment sort of thing, using Final Cut Pro, it's a software btw. There was once, while i was a quater done, I confidently deleted something which is very very important, and "wooosh!" say byebye to my editing, shoots. I swear I was swearing like I own that very place, thanks Jamie for your WONDERFUL help, laughs hard. So, I was forced to redo, and when I was happily doing it, our CA did something to the switch, and every single computer went BLANK! and everyone of us gave him the most priceless face expression, that's what he said, hahaha. But someone said, his facial expression was pretty funny too. Well, there was a trip or something? Hahahaha, trip? Haiyo, don't know how to spell la. After that, we went for our break, an hour break, that's long. Was entertained by Jamie and Ai Ling, I can't imagine what I'll do without them, love you lahzx! Went for P.E., I hate to say this, but it was a blast. I had fun, did some strechings and played badminton all the way. Got changed at about 2plus? Headed home, and I forget what I do ley. go out for a while, came back, dad was using the computer, so I decided to cook maggie. Shared with lil brother and daddy. Watched some movies, and it was fun. Mummy joined in too, after she came back from work♥. School starts at 1pm tomorrow, heavens. Whoa, I typed quite alot today. Heeeh, I'm still very angry with myself about nothing, I think I hurt someone, and I'm sorry. Did I tell you I suck at this thing called love? I'll screw up everything, I'm sorry if I hurt you, I'm not ready to play that 'love game.' Family♥, friends♥, cousins♥, everyone♥ is loved by me, hahahaha, sincerely alright. I really mean it. Oh, I miss someone, he's someone I treasure, he's someone close to my heart. He's my late granpa, I wish he could hear me saying I miss you, I love you. I miss his companion, I miss his voice. I wish I could see him for one last time, and I'll do anything just to see him, but I'll just have to dream. I hoped he'll come into my dream every night, I wish I wish.. Granpa, I hope you're safe, and Allah please keep him safe by your side, I love you.. Granpa, I'm sorry I didn't become someone you'll be proud of, I'm sorry I became someone I hated, I'm sorry, I really am. If only you were here..
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