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Wednesday, July 2, 2008 4:59 PM
Thinking about school makes me lazy. In 5 days time, school will reopen. Oh sighs. Although I miss friends, and looking forward to meet them, the thoughts of studying turns me off. I'm afraid, I continue practicing my old habit, which is sleep in class, distract friends when the teacher's conducting a class, ignore important notes and hate school even more. I've promise to myself to study this term and pay more attention in class, because honestly my results didn't satisfy me. But what if I break my promise? What if I still sleep in class? What if, what if? I know I've been complaning that holidays are boring, but I'm not ready to go back to school! Life's fucked up, so? All I can tell you is, I hate school and I fucking hate studying, still I miss Maths, I'm so screwed. I can't decide, I need help, I guess? What's the meaning of this? I haven't been a good daughter these few weeks, what's wrong with me? c'mon life, share some happiness atleast, let me see Mummy smile. It hurts me, when I hurt her. But those words just spill out of no where, I swear, I don't mean them. Well, I know I'm get mushy all over, but I really do love my one and only Mum. Eventhough, I deny at times, I'm dumb, what do you expect? At the moment, I need something cool to entertain me, and totally make me forget about everything I'm thinking about. Oh, Finding Amanda was quite alright. Watched it online, I won't give it a high rate, because it wasn't pretty funny or interesting. So currently, I'm quite desperate for the clock to tick a little faster, because I can't wait for The Suite Life Of Zack and Cody. Those boys are fucking adorable, haha. Uh, drop that and new topic, fucking ugly unwanted pimples are growing all over my cheek! *panics* Please get them off my face, any solutions to get rid of them fast?! Geeeeez, I want to watch WANTED, HANCOCK, HELL BOY II : THE GOLDEN ARMY. All of them looks interesting, and worth to watch, I guess. I really hope so though. BUT I NEED MONEY, school reopening, saving money time! Oh, I still want to shop! GSS is until 20July, still those good stuffs are gone:( Assyouslowbumservesyourightfornotfindingajob! Oh, school....Labels: i dont want to go to school.
