tired, very.

Body's aching like fuck, it's such a killer. I need a body massage, oh please. I'm never gonna touch the badminton racket soon, I guess. My house's in a mess, I'm way too tired. Have to get my butt to Bukit Batok soon. I'm still smelly, haven't had my bath, that's what I mean. Time check 3.38PM. Holidays are driving me crazy, I'm rotting at home. It's making me turn into a pig. Mummy hates it when I turn lazy, I'm sorry. She nags, she cracks, she burst, she yell. Oh please make it sound like that old favourite song of yours. It'll be much nicer to listen to. Despite, feeling bad for being lazy, I still sit infront of the computer like nothing happened. Hmm, fringe's getting irritating enough. Mummy's busy, and she always break her promise to chop off some of my fringe. Well, busy woman, what do you expect? Restless? Uhh, it's making me feel dizzy. Tired, and on top of that, my body feel so heavy. All I feel like doing is lying down, and get myself to sleep. I seriously need to get a life. Find a job or so? But holiday's left with 2weeks, will there be enough time? Talking about work, I miss my friends at BATA, not including that
motherfuckerwithnoballs, nyek~ But everytime, I get myself standing infront of the shop, I don't see Lina anywhere. I miss that
becok makcik, well known as my gossip partner. But thinking of getting back there, makes me think twice, why? Cuz it's far, I have to wake up 2hours early. That butch's working there, I bet there's no vacancy for me. Well, other than work I miss some schoolmates. Jamie the most, ha. That laughing gas, sheesh. When you all want to make an outing siol? Boleh ajak itu GG, haha. Sorry, hur. I miss you too makcik! I'm out the whole week, I'll be dead tired by next week. Tonight, I'm having class. Tomorrow? Hm, Mummy's old schoolmate booked an chalet and they're planning on a BBQ, yummy! Sunday? SLEEP WHOLE DAY AH, apa lagi! Oinks, but mummy is thinking about having a night there, ohmy. My eyebags weighs more than a kilo, I can assure you. More to panda eyes, sighs:(
I wish I was pretty and rich, damn you people who are rich. Still I'm thankful with what I have now, hur. Went to M'sia yesterday. Got myself a tee and jacket. Fuck it, I can't get that dress. Pussy pussy you! Oh nevermind, I wanna have my shower now, and off I go. Love you people a lot.
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