smoke till you feel satisfied.
Thursday, June 26, 2008 11:26 PM
You know, I seem to be more anti-social nowadays. I don't seem to really enjoy talking to strangers, especially when they're so much older than me? I feel so small, and way too young for them. I know it's not wrong to just be friends, but I just can't.. Maybe, I was born to be anti-social? School will re-open soon, less than 2 weeks time? I might miss friends, and miss studying, but I'm pretty unhappy about having to wake up early in the morning, and attend a class which you don't really study. Next term, new beginning, please change our fucking time table into a better one. It's unfair, the other class timing's so much better, what the hell? Play fair, and exchange our time table with them, fucktards. Like I mentioned earlier to someone, I don't feel like myself these past weeks. I don't like communicating much now, I'll have to say that excludes those close to me. I swear, with them I can yank like there's no tomorrow. Call me hypocrite or whatever so, I just can't change the fact. And it seems like, I'm trying to avoid people I don't wish to talk to, fuck myself. Okay, I know I'm talking like a dead zombie, post have been boring. My answer for that will be, I'm currently leading a boring life, and that's why I have nothing to YAY and HAHA about anymore, hmm. I'm quite unsatisfied with my results, and Mummy expression wasn't happy. She just had this looks like "Baby, please stop using the computer till late night, and get better results." I may promise myself to pay more attention in class, but I will never achieve it because it's hard to change an old habit you've been practicing for years. Like drinking when you feel thirsty. It's like you just have to do it, in other words. I don't know how to change my fucking attitude. I'm becoming more lazy, I don't even wash my plate after eating, okay maybe too exaggerating. I badly want 2007 back, so I can restart everything from the start in the year of 2008, but oh too bad. I'm talking more shits now and picking up more bad habits, hurrr. Brains kena virus ah, boom! Bye lah.Labels: PERUT SAKIT JACK.
