Friday, June 13, 2008 2:13 PM
That boy, won't stop disturbing me. He's one irritating bastard. I wish, mummy bought me a laptop and wireless internet so I can play in peace. Gosh, he's disturbing me in every way. Thanks. Camwhored a while ago, muka tak senonoh. Don't mind me. Today's another fucked up morning, just like yesterday and the day before. I was awoken by the sounds of drilling, fuck you workers. It's holidays, and you start work at 10.30am? I'm still sleeping, cannot think is it? Still, I forced myself to sleep, and I suddenly heard granny said "this girl uh, noisy-noisy also can sleep in peace" of course she said in malay. Well, I swear I couldnt sleep the moment I heard that fucking sound. It gave me a bad headache for a moment. Oh well, had my bath, had "breakfast" and begged Fadhil for a turn at the computer. It's only been an hour, and he's making so much noise siol. What a small kid, small kids nowadays uh, terrible uh! Forget about that, so Monday they planned to go to sentosa. I feeling lazy already, should I drag myself there? They're going at 12? Or meeting at 12, early sia. I bet, on normal days like this, especially holidays I just woke up from my beauty sleep. Oh my, let's think about it. Currently, I'm digging for songs. I'm getting bored with my playlist. So now, what can I talk about eh? Okay, I'm having stomach ache uh, ok no, actually mu backside's painful from the moment I woke up, why uh? Darn painful, gosh. Shut up,bye! Heh.extras/
No wonder, my heart doesn't seem right. I couldn't get myself to sleep. Even if I do, I couldn't sleep right. I kept waking up every few minutes. I miss you, I miss you, even though we're not even close, and seldom meet. Granny's elder sister just past away, that makes my nenek sedara, I heard she was sick in the afternoon, her mouth berbuih(bubbles). Gosh, I hoped, hoping she'll be okay. But I was wrong, mummy received a phone call from my auntie saying she passed away. God, please keep her safe by your side. Rest in peace, I love you, really. I wish to see your face later, tears are feelings that you can't explain. Upon hearing the news, I cried like a baby. Tsk, I don't need comments on this. I remember, you hold me. I felt your warmth still, I treat you just like my real granny. I know you've made me smile, secure me safe, letting us stay at your lovely house. Thanks for everything, whatever it is, I just want you to know. I hope you'll hear me, you got a part of my small heart. Deep, deep inside, I treasure you like other granny(s). You're a part of me(': Hmm, now I'm afraid to lose someone near, close to my heart. Mummy, granny, daddy, brothers, God, please don't take them away from me soon. Panjangkan umur mereka(: I love them too much to feel the lose, alrights now. Before I brag into a composition, I guess I'll stop right here. And again, rest in peace. Love you♥
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