Why must it be this way? Why M? Why?
I don't know where to turn to, I am officially emotionally unstable.
Am not strong enough to face such test, please Allah. Help me!
One after one problem, I have to slowly digest into my thick skull.
But this is too sudden, I can't. I can't take it.
I feel so useless, all I can do is stare blankly and cry helplessly?
I feel so awful :(
And,I'm not answering any questions at the moment.
Don't bother starting a convo with me(&ask what's wrong), I'm in no mood for it.
I feel like giving up, but I have to be strong. Have to!
Please Allah, guide us and give us some strength to go through this.
I wish M gets well real soon, love you.
