Would not deny, I suck when it comes to expressing my thoughts and feelings through words. And most of the time, it feels like a burden and it's slowly killing me. Silent killer, I'll call. Never thought, it would turn out this hard. It hurts so much, till my heart feels painful whenever I breathe. I don't know how much longer I can tolerate, but perhaps, no harm trying, I think? Anyhoos, I'm missing quite a handful of human beings, I hope to meet them during holidays! But my butt seems to be glued on the seat, and eyes stuck on the computer screen,haha my bad. I hope I won't waste the holidays like I always do, must get ready for Final Year Project -shrugs- I hope I'll survive! And I have doubts about this Friday's outing, I hate this grins...