I mean what I said above, some people are just becoming like strangers and I seriously don't like it. Is it me, or them? I'm trying to figure out, but oh well. Perhaps I'm just over thinking. And dear boy, I really hope S knows what he's doing. Anyhoos, life's been good for once. I'm loving time I spend with my family. Ofcz there are times when we have our ups and downs but it's fun. Hah, ok I sound dumb. (Saturday)Went JB as Mum wanted to collect some of her stuffs. But we spent more time together, doing things. Eg, watched a horror movie (which wasn't really scary to me, but my lil brother was irritating as usual with his "I'm scared, I'm scared" lines" till Dad got tired and bored he almost slept ok! Crazy, but his reaction was funny. Hm, did some shopping on things we needed. I'm still not satisfied bcz I haven't get my dress. Something I've wanted since forever. Ok, fyi I only have one dress. Call me pathetic but don't blame me for that alright. Cz money don't fall from the sky just like that. You have the earn for it, and how I wish I'm working and schooling at the same time. Nevermind, a few more months to go! And whenever we're in Malaysia we sure eat alot, I swear. Till Dad stomach got so round, I just couldn't stop laughing and making fun of it. Haha, tell me how to go slim like this? I'm so fat like a pig already, I want to slim down so badly. And I got to check my weight, not accurately cz I got on the scale (jumped on it actually HAHA) stayed for 2 stupid secs and got down. The weight I saw, 70kg. FUCKING FAT OK, I'm sorry if you can't resist the "omg shikin you're so fat lke a pig blah blah" I don't bloody care, say whatever you want. I just hope karma gets you! HAHAHA, ok evil. Yeah, I've built my self esteem,slowly it's getting better. But, I hope I won't get so used to it. And let myself become fatter, heh. Nvm, I hope swimming can help! Please shoulders, don't go broad (whatever you spell it). Ahuh, today was a pretty boring start for the day, but got fun. Watched FF4 half way via DVD haha, and Mum wanted to send some items to her friend's house. I voulenteered to follow, as usual. I did not regret following despite being so fucking tired. I love witnessing my parents have this fighting cum joking scene. They just don't want to give in to each other,and they can go on debating for hours! Funny yet cute, aw I love them so much. Nvm, went Thomson Plaza cz Dad wanted to purchase something. But didn't managed to find the shop. Bought donuts, yum. Ate at the mini Banquet. Walked around, I'm sad I didn't got anything from there. Ahhhhhhhhh,uhm. Visited my cousin, as he had an accident. Very careless, this is making me freak out, haha cz I've always wanted a bike license, now he's making me think twice, haiyer! &Went home, while Mum and Dad did a little shopping for grocerries/fishes! Watched my fave tv show. And here I am! Still not asleep, I hope I can wake up for schoooool! And I wish tomorrow will be fun, mwah! Lol. PS. I want those things on wetseal.com oh mummmmy! I'm so very sad )):