I almost gave up hope on further education while I was browsing through some courses that some Polytechnics in Singapore are offering. Was literally cursing, and almost broke down because Mum always wanted me to get into Poly but I kept disappointing her with my remarks when she tells me to try my best so I'll be able to enter Poly and my past GPA doesn't seem pleasing enough. I'm feeling hopeless but Liyana showed me a touching and inspiring video about a man who has no hands and legs.. Ah, I might be posting it on the next post if I remember. I almost teared (crybaby I know) as it's very sad ok. It really touched my heart. Right after watching it, and talking about it with Liyana baby, giving up isn't a good thing. Yes, never give up is what you should tell yourself whenever you're in a difficult situation etc. If someone could do it, why can't we right? Nothing is impossible if you have the determination to do something. Ok, I bet I sound like a boring leturer already that's making the students sleepy. And Didi, I know you're one strong boy. Do not let your feelings take over you and never think about taking short cuts in life for eg. suicide. I know, love is painful when you're in bad terms with your partner, just remember there's always ways to solve it between you two. You know I love you right fucker? Haha, chin up! So, school was boring as usual. Had audio production and I'm almost done with one assigment but one is uncompleted. Editing video and audio isn't something I wanna do in the future, I bet I'll delay every single thing and rush one day before the dateline. How responsible of me eh? Despite it all, I really had fun, well I do everyday. No matter how fucked up we all are, we will come out with a stupid joke and it will totally make our own days right people?! Hah, ok they know what I'm talking about. On a boring side, haha I'm addicted to a malay song titled "Di Antara Kalian by D'Masiv", been playing it repeatedly since 8pm. HAHA crazy I know! & I can't wait for next Friday, helloooooooooooooo holidays!

"ku cintaimu, tak berarti bahwa ku harus memilikimu selamanya.."