living zombie.

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Something that I feel I need to say But up to now I’ve always been afraid"
Skin might be temporary, or might be used for a long period of time. Sorry cause I removed things such as, tagboard, links and profile. Oh right, currently I'm debating whether to stop blogging or change my url. So either way, I'll let everyone know sooner or later alright. Cause, I always get clueless what to type about the moment I stare at the
create post page. Sundays aren't my days, I've always hated Sundays but the part where it's part of weekends still makes me smile, slightly. There's nothing interesting to do, or there's nothing to watch on the television screen. Next time, if you want to make a channel, please show more shows, and not repeated ones can? I got sick of them already. Anyways, Mum plan was to wait for Dad to come home and we'll head to Sembawang Shopping Centre as she wants to buy some groceries, etc. And next thing in her mind was to go to Sembawang Park and play badminton (excercise sake) after that have our dinner. But I do not see the reason to tire myself as we're going to eat after some excercise. That might make my body system haywire. But, guess what? Mum just woke up and she cancelled the plan, how nice of her -_-. Nevermind, by the way, I think I got up from the wrong side of the bed. My neck hurts like fuck, I do not know why but it's affecting my ears too. Not forgetting sore thoart. I'm a living zombie. I feel so dead deep inside, but my body is forcing itself to stay alive. I'm so tired, so restless and my body is aching like nobody's business. I wish I could get a massage to get myself free from the pain. I need food too, cuz I haven't had my breakfast nor lunch. Mum didn't cook. I am hungry, hungry, hungry. Should I go to school tomorrow, or skip? I'm fucking shagged. I think I should search for some Indonesian sinetrons on youtube, to entertainment me for the time being. Bye!