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Wednesday, January 14, 2009 11:36 PM

(Ignore my face expression-__-)

Just when I thought everything was getting better it reappeared and got worse than the previous, I'm feeling very irritated by it. Like very. Every product I used so far wasn't helping at all. I waste every cent on it, but it only made it worst. What's happening to my fucking skin? Yes, it's really getting so bad. I feel shy to face others, including myself.. The reflection in the mirror is an ugly person with terrible skin problems. At times, I just feel like staying at home and I feel so depressed because of this. Yes, lame but still it's me. Myself, of course I care bout myself. Who doesn't? Did I do any wrong steps that cause it to happen? Why those flawless skin on others, why not mine? This is really annoying me, very badly. Plus, I'm getting fat, fucking fat. Fats every where, every part of my fucking body. It's getting so huge lah, fuck! I wish fats are easy to lose and hard to gain, the other way round is always so much better_l_ but shall not drag more bout it because it ain't changing anything. And yeah, you're welcomed to laugh at this post because I do laugh at myself sometimes. Hah, ugly fat girl, eww. Sigh, anyways, Emma(ex-nss) is having interview at my campus tomorrow, and she's on the same course as me! I hope she gets it though, it's been sometime I last seen her! Miss her lorh, well, ofcourse I hope to see her tomorrow! Goodluck Emma. I'm off to entertain my own self, nights!

He, who has my heart.



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