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Saturday, January 24, 2009 1:55 AM

Sometimes I get tired of myself. Sometimes I get tired of my nonsensical. Sometimes I get tired of chewing my own food and I'll end up with a bad headache. Sometimes I'm tired of dressing up. Sometimes I get very tired of school and having to wake up early in the morning. Sometimes I get so angry with the fact that life's nothing without education. Sometimes I get pissed when I always feel like shitting. Sometimes I want to hit someone so hard, just to make myself satisfied. Sometimes I feel so stupid. Sometimes, sometimes.. Uh, am crapping but I do feel so tired of every single thing. It's repeating over and over again, just the matter of you realizing it or not.. I like laughing but nowadays I just can't laugh real hard like I always used to. Even something funny seems nothing? Well, I will laugh but only for perhaps 10 seconds? This is fucking boring, my life. I don't mind being the lady acting in the program "Samantha Who?" like I'm bored of everything than something happened and the next thing I know, I don't know anything. Like starting all over again. Well, I'm sure it's going to be real uncomfortable cuz you won't even know who your parents are and everyone's a stranger to you.. Just saying, but I don't want to lose any inch of memory though, everything that happened in my life are great things. Now, I'm confused. Oh forget it. Skipped school for some valid reasons, stayed home all afternoon. Dad fetched around six forty five pm and first destination was somewhere at cck? The eating place which is located at a park, heaven knows what it's called. Hm, so after that Mom had to send something to her friend house. This is the part that made me feel so fucked up. After waiting for a couple of minutes suddenly my stomach felt a slight pain and it grew, and grew more painful. It was torturous, very. Called Mummy two times but nothing happen. Yay me, and I was blabbering vulgars in front of Daddy =S it's nice to know he understands my situation and kept quiet when I was talking nonsense haha. Had a small misunderstandings, thanks so much to my fucked up tummy. Straight to Granny's house at BB. Didn't get to meet Nrl:( Aw there's always another day eh. Ha, well just watched tv though, nothing much or interesting.. And now, here I am staring deep deep onto the laptop screen zz. I wish tomorrow's plan to Malaysia will be successful please, I need jeans! Boooo, and I better go now before the battery life dies.

PS. Mummy kept pestering me to shorten my hairrr, sobbbbbbbz. Should I?

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