hello holidays!
Thursday, December 4, 2008 10:32 PM
Exam was manageable, managed to do some quick revision with Ai Ling's notes, thanks! Still, I'd say it's a waste of time getting them into my brains, because nothing came out.. I mean, things I study wasn't questioned. I was pretty pissed, oh when reading one question after another I just felt like leaving the class and remain as a failure. But, what choice do I have other than forcing myself to pick either A, B, C or D? It didn't feel good just clicking blindly, serve me right for not studying. But hey, you expect me to read a book that's full of words not forgetting 200plus pages of it in one night and get everything in my short term memory brains? No way, nothing will be in my brain when I wake up, so why, why waste time? Alright, I sound like a total failure and a bummer that doesn't care about the future, but I want a good future so badly. Yes, I know I have to change, have to. But doesn't things take time? Perhaps I'm taking too much time and at the same time dragging it. "Ah, tomorrow can lah!" will always be playing in my head whenever I plan to change my lifestyle, but it goes on till today. Have I change, nope. It has become a bad habit, it's hard but grins.. I shall not brag, and start on a happier and more interesting topic. I will, and so, I spent time watching "Claudia/Jasmine" on Youtube.com. It's a romantic comedy kind of show, and it really is. I wish I had a dad like that girl, so effing understanding eventhough she made them embarrased with her behaviour, her dad is always there to comfort her and never gets angry. How cool? Oh, and Andhika Pratama's one of the actor, he's so cute and charming. AWWW, how could I not noticed him before? Tsk! His smile simply makes him looks so gorgeousssssss weeeeee, alright who won't be attracted right. By the way, goodnight for now. Lovess.
ANDHIKA PRATAMAAAAAAA♥!I need you to know, I'm not through the night..
