I don't understand.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008 4:40 PM
Hi, currently I'm alone at home which obviously means I have the whole house to myself. I find it fun because I can blast the music as loud as I like, and on the other hand it's pretty boring. I don't have anyone to talk to and I have no one to disturb. These few days was totally gay! Perhaps it's because of my PMS or human beings that kept annoying me at the wrong timing. Example today, Johan was a fucker. I'm sorry if you're not happy about me posting your name and talking about you, I suggest you fucking swallow what you want to tell me. I'm not interested to hear. You asked for a chance, even though it was hard for most of us, we still gave it to you. But what did you repay us with, being the same old Johan. Your attitude is so bloody fucking awful. Once, twice, no more. Call yourself lucky, because the teacher sides you. Whatever it is, I won't tolerate your crap. If you can't take my words, fuck off from my sight. Don't bother talking to me either. On a lighter note, Granny went to Malaysia, Muar(our kampung) to visit her sister and will be away for two weeks. I heard she's very sick, and I want to meet her, please. It's been so long since I last saw her, I love her. PS, I'm quite close to her, that's why. I can't afford to lose another loved ones, it feels painful when someone leaves forever. Mummy planned to go back this Friday, and I hope she'll get well soon and long live, please Allah, cure her sickness(♥) And, I miss Granny alreadyD: How to survive without her? I mean, we can manage but I'm too used to see her face everyday, it feels so weird all of a sudden. Oh, my elder brother tagged along too, they went with one of my aunties. Yadayada, school is boring. I don't want to brag. I have this feeling, that I can never describe and it lingers. It's been a few months, but it just won't go away. I don't know what's the cause, like Niss said, I hope I'll get the answer and feel better. It's really disturbing my emotions, why? Why do I have this feeling inside of me? Will it ever go away? Hey, my love.1. Where would you go if someone sponsor you an air ticket?
- Paris.
- Paris.
2. What's your favourite thing to do?
- eat. (that's why I'm fatD:)
3. Do you think money can buy you happiness?
- yes, by buying things. But not the ones we yearned for.
4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would that be?
- million and billions and zillions of money, $.$
5. Things you can't live without
- Oxygen, water, food, Mum and Dad(without them, I won't be born).
6. What are you afraid to lose?
- Loved ones.
7. If you win $1 million dollars, what would you do?
- Donate, save, spend.
8. What do you dream of doing in the future?
- Be a better person, good work, good pay. HAHA!
9. List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey:
- Cute, friendly, nice.
10. What makes you happy?
- Jokes, friends, money!
11. What type of person you hate the most?
- Attitude motherfuckers, arrogant bastards.
12. If you have a super power what would it be?
- Can make anything I think of appear in front of me!
13. Would you go for happiness or money?
- Happiness, duh.
14. Who do you think is the most important people in your life?
- Loved ones.
15. If you have a boyfriend, would you die for him?
- Crazy, die for country better! xD
16. Who's the last person you hugged?
- Mummy, I think?
17. What is the one thing you want to do badly right now?
- Sleep sleep sleep like a pig, cause it's already late nigga!
18. Who are you close to?
- They know who there are^_____^!
19. Are you courageous enough to tell the person you like him?
- I rather make a fool outta myself, than telling a person I like him.
20. If you could do one thing all over again what would it be?
- Alot of things, want me to list all of them here?
21. 7 things that scare you:
- Darkness, cockroaches, gain weight, silence, losing loved ones, don't know, secret! ehehehe.
22. 7 things that you like/love the most:
- Caramel frap, chatting, camwhoring, outing with loved ones, song, sleeping, eating!
23. 7 important things in my room:
- Pillow, blanket, fan, tv, remote control, bed, granny.
24. 7 people to do this questionnaire:
- anyone, anyone, anyone, anyone, anyone, anyone, anyone:D
- eat. (that's why I'm fatD:)
3. Do you think money can buy you happiness?
- yes, by buying things. But not the ones we yearned for.
4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would that be?
- million and billions and zillions of money, $.$
5. Things you can't live without
- Oxygen, water, food, Mum and Dad(without them, I won't be born).
6. What are you afraid to lose?
- Loved ones.
7. If you win $1 million dollars, what would you do?
- Donate, save, spend.
8. What do you dream of doing in the future?
- Be a better person, good work, good pay. HAHA!
9. List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey:
- Cute, friendly, nice.
10. What makes you happy?
- Jokes, friends, money!
11. What type of person you hate the most?
- Attitude motherfuckers, arrogant bastards.
12. If you have a super power what would it be?
- Can make anything I think of appear in front of me!
13. Would you go for happiness or money?
- Happiness, duh.
14. Who do you think is the most important people in your life?
- Loved ones.
15. If you have a boyfriend, would you die for him?
- Crazy, die for country better! xD
16. Who's the last person you hugged?
- Mummy, I think?
17. What is the one thing you want to do badly right now?
- Sleep sleep sleep like a pig, cause it's already late nigga!
18. Who are you close to?
- They know who there are^_____^!
19. Are you courageous enough to tell the person you like him?
- I rather make a fool outta myself, than telling a person I like him.
20. If you could do one thing all over again what would it be?
- Alot of things, want me to list all of them here?
21. 7 things that scare you:
- Darkness, cockroaches, gain weight, silence, losing loved ones, don't know, secret! ehehehe.
22. 7 things that you like/love the most:
- Caramel frap, chatting, camwhoring, outing with loved ones, song, sleeping, eating!
23. 7 important things in my room:
- Pillow, blanket, fan, tv, remote control, bed, granny.
24. 7 people to do this questionnaire:
- anyone, anyone, anyone, anyone, anyone, anyone, anyone:D
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