EGO.

I wish I didn't exist,period.

Sunday, August 31, 2008 5:25 PM

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me..

Saturday I went out with Ifah and two of my cousins, we planned to go Baybeats. We're supposed to meet at 1605hours at Orchard MRT, but since Ifah and myself is famous for not being punctual, we met only at 1700hours++. We ate at Cahaya Restaurant for our late lunch, and after that met my cousins. Because Nurul was fasting, and it feels so bad to be eating of someone's whose fasting, agree? After meeting them, we walked around Far East to kill time, and I saw this sandals which are so pretty, I'm gonna get Mom to buy it for me plus I'm planning to get a slipper that cost 5bucks, which is quite worth it. You know Far East, there's this new shop where they do extensions on people's hair(duh) and one strand cost a dollar, like wow! I'm fucking tempted to get extensions, seriously. But tomorrow is fasting month, and gosh I'm not allowed to do it when I'm fasting. It's seriously tempting and cool! Having instant long hair within an hour or so? Blablabla, headed esplanade and settled down at the Nokia stage thing, and the first band was quite oh-okay but I felt shy for the bassist, he's like so over? "Sorry we don't play emo songs because we're not blahblah" Does he even knows what's he's talking about, you look so crappy by the way you're playing, omg. After that, we decided to go over to the other stage and she saw our friends, hmmm laughs. The band from Philipines was awesome, thumbs up for them! Not forgetting Electrico they were all great. Met Sri to have a chat etc etc, Ifah have to go home so all of us headed home lorh. Reached home only at uh can't remember. PS. Aizat sorry eh tak call, my handphone was a bigfucker because I fucking can't on it. Sorry dorry strawberry! Atlast, home sweet home. Today, I was suppose to get my butt to Baybeats because I really wanna see Sourgrapes and some other bands play, but sadly, my girlfriends couldn't make it and I don't want to be the only girl with them because for sure I'll be deserted by them, how sad. When I told Khir about it, he's so angry and I was scolded by him, thanks. But nah it's cool, the important thing is he said sorry. But I seriously wanna go and look at the band play, plus today's the last day, fuck it fuck it fuck it. Ahhhhh, nevermind just forget it uh. I'm bored, and someone in this house is not happy with me. Making noise just because she can't use the thing for her own good, fuck it. Whatever eh whatever uh.

HIATUS.
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