Tuesday, June 3, 2008 12:45 AM
My sickness, is giving me problems. Went to the doctor again yesterday, because I wasn't feeling any better, and Mummy got worried about my health. I couldn't study yesterday because I was feeling dizzy. I just couldn't stand it. Oh god, please take away my sickness real soon. Yesterday, Daddy fetched us, and since the clinic haven't open, we headed to the Reservoir to eat some snacks we bought earlier. Mum and Dad, kept lecturing me, the causes of my sickness. I felt irritated, and fought back for my rights. Still, it's two against one, I have to say, they won? Hmm. So whatever distractions I have in mind today, I really have to get rid of it by now. Including surfing the net and chatting, soon. It just gets me addicted till I forget what time it is already. That's how addictive it is, to me. Good luck to myself, for tomorrow's paper. Thank god, it's all MCQ's questions. That means, I don't have to use much strength to write long phrases. Sore throat's a killer, and it's affecting my right ear. Despite, my left ear's the problem. Having fever, on and off is such a torture, blah. One minute, I freeze, the other minute my body feels so hot. Why can't it decide on one? Because of this, I'm forced to stay at home. It's so boring staying at home the whole day, I bet you know how I feel. I can only entertain myself, my turning on my MP3 to fullblast, and study. But, I'll end up falling asleep or have wild ideas in my mind. That causes me to neglect my studying period. Wait, gosh, the batteries have gone flat, oh what a luck.. Finally, I realize, I haven't been paying attention in class during lesson times(since when I do?). Although I look like I am, but the fact is, my mind's somewhere else thinking about something not important. I just wish I have the spirit to really study, and know what I really want in life. But now, do I have a choice other than forcing myself to study? No. Since, tomorrow's my first paper, now I'm freaking out. Nervous sekali. That makes my temperature rise. That's not a good news at all, because I swear after eating my medicine, I'll feel sleepy and end up sleeping instead of studying. Oh my, wake up shikin. This is your future, bleargh. &ohyeah, all the best to Kak Yani, long last with your dearest husband aye, love you honey.Sometimes, I wish I was someone else. This self, is so meaningless. Hmm, what's our motive of living? Any answers, oh mummy.
