Monday, May 12, 2008 8:55 PM
Currently, I just feel like _________. Oh mood swings, please fuck off. Change of skin, because I'm just feeling dull(nonsense). 3days to deadline, hell yeah I'm losing grip. I'm just not done with it, my uncle was talking some sense to me. Still, I consider them as nags. I just hates being nags. And I was showing attitude. He was so angry, grins. Mummy dragged me into this. Fuck. And now I'm irritated, feeling useless, helpless, stubborn, sad, excited, giving up, loser and all mixed up Ii can say. Yes, whatever that means. I speak bad English. All of these, it just makes a loser. Going through alone, was hard. I didn't expect this would happen. Whatever kinz. Let's not brag about some stupid things. So yes, weekends was fucking tiring. Let me tell you why.Saturday, woke up as early as 8plus in the morning. Or was it 9? Washed up, got ready and headed to Botanicals Garden to snap some pictures for my project. Went around, and my legs felt as if they're gonna break any time. I swear, I hate buying drinks/food as such places. Imagine, a small bottle of mineral bottle cost 3 fucking dollars. What the hell are they thinking sia? So, Mummy and I was suffering of thirst. But thank God, someone was selling at a reasonable price. 1 dollar per bottle. Love you la uncle. Next destination was Chinese/Japanese Garden. I had chicken pau and idk what's the thing called, for lunch. While mummy had curry puff and red bean pau. We're like so starving. But whatever it is, I just the love the feeling when I'm with her. Then, were we like "must we pay for entering this place? Why isn't anyone paying? How come they're entering the place like suka-suka? Lol" This is how gundu we can be sia. Cuz for all I know, we have to pay. So while walking towards the gate, we saw this two Mat Salleh. One of them were digging some coins from his wallet, and mummy was like "oh, so this is the counter, how much ah?" I bet she's getting ready to take out her wallet. And as we went closer, guess what? The two Mat Salleh was actually digging some coins to buy a can of drink from the can machine thingy. We were like so paiseh, and laughed so hard. Till my tummy hurts. Hahaha. I swear mummy was so cute. Gah, I love you lah bby. So yes, took pictures and went to a turtle farm or something like that? Some of them, are so huge. Still, cute. Oh, and at that very moment I fucking swear my leg was really hurting. But mummy insisted that if she could do it, why can't I? Somehow, I just feel like knocking her head. Lols. And we were laughing and joking all the way. Around 4plus PM, we wanted to go macrichie don't know what uh. Yes, all the way back. Grr. Met daddy and little brother, bought something to eat. And taking pictures again. I swear I'm getting tired of it. And back to home sweet home♥~ I swear it's fucking tiring, I think I can lose about 1kg of my fats, NOT. HAHAHA.
Sunday, went to granny house. Met cousin Nurul. Talked shits, lol. Had "sessions" with my uncle about the stupid photograph thing. Thanks mum, for dragging me into this. I swear, I was so uncomfortable when I talk to him. I'm just not close to him, you see. Although it's about gaining some knowledge, I just couldn't get serious due to my nervousness. And I got lectured, grins. Fuck you, and went home late. Slept late, and I went to school late. lol.
So yes, woke up late. Ditched first lesson. Reached school for my second lesson, and I think I wasted my time and money. Cuz, we end up watching a movie. Still, the boy was cute. Drools. Okay shut up. Hah. I'm tired, and I'm off. Goodbye.
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